(via hellish-b0y)

My eating disorder came back fucking hard out of the blue and now I’m down to 120 pounds and it doesn’t look like I’ve lost any weight even though honestly i’ve probably lost somewhere between 20-30 pounds since early December

I know I fucking need help, it’s so fucking clear to me and I just can’t pick up the fucking phone and make a call to get it. I did it once before and I should be able to do it again and I don’t know why I can’t

ironmanstan:

‘are you okay’ by normal people standards? no. by my standards? do you see me crying? no? then yea im good

(via thetrickstergoddess)

sugar4ndroses:

I’m a simple woman. I see a crow, I want it to sit on my shoulder.

(via ladyofstardvst)

trying to not depend so much on my sleeping pills is honestly hard as fuck when I can’t sleep without them

sheissuffering:

speaking of rabies* there was this one woman who died from it in the early 1800s bc her tiny lapdog was infected and it licked her chin- she had a pimple, she got infected, lights out

imagine fucking dying because of a pimple, there ain’t no god

Straight up sounds like something that would happen to me

It’s almost midnight and I haven’t taken my sleeping pills

Kinda wanna see if I can make it without them

Weighed myself earlier and I’m down to 123

I’ve been eating but I’m not gaining any weight

thetrickstergoddess:

alittleblackmagic:

thetrickstergoddess:

alittleblackmagic:

@sheissuffering bitch can you believe it’s been 8 years?!

We’ve just been yelling and screaming at each other for 8 fucking years man

NONSTOP BULLSHIT i love it ♥️

honestly what would I do without you

have friends that aren’t criminally bad at replying to messages lmao

I’ve gotten awful at replying so you’re good bro 😂